||[мар. 2, 2010|01:40 pm]
Sometimes when I have nothing to do I start to think (and that's priceless already ^___^)|
There were so many people in my life for last three-four months that I start to feel how awfully tired I am. It's not new people but my old friends and ones who I call my family and I love them all dearly but still I'm tired. I'm pretty lonely person actually. I used to be all alone for my whole life. And then she happend. Something new and incredible. She changed everything. My point of view and my surroundings. And I love every little part of this new life that she gave me. And I won't be my old self anymore. But sometimes I just want to hide somewhere deep down and to sit there for a week or maybe a couple of weeks just to rest a little bit. 'Cause I start to feel trapped or something. I need space. Not beacause I don't love you people. You can't imagine how much I love you in fact. But I become nervous and stressed and it may come to a bad end.
But I want to see you here with us, Weirdo, right now! No matter what I'm saying. Just come here I want to hug you so badly and don't want to let go.
So I guess I need to stop thinking ^^ It's pointless. And maybe get some real sleep finally.
I guess I just needed to throw it all out somewhere.
I just go and watch some more JiroHisa or NaruSasu. o_o